...And be true to your Heart...
Because the world is full of people who lack the wherewithal to be themselves and who present an image to the outside world that is totally different from what they really feel inside. The numbers of your SOUL URGE and outer personality explain why this is so. Your SOUL URGE is the golden key to who you really are and to what's really going on inside you. As its name suggests, it's what motivates you, what drives you forward. It's the "little engine that could" in you - your core, your center, your wishes, desires and interests.
This important numerological tool forms the basis of all your beliefs, your instincts - the good, the bad and all the ones in between - and that inner knowledge of the world and life, all those things you can't articulate but that you know are so. Most times you only become aware after the fact of the impact your Soul Urge has had on critical events in your life, those turning points that you look back on, as we all do, wondering, "What if I'd taken a job because the pay was better, instead of taking one, as I did, because the atmosphere and working conditions suited me?" Well, the answer is: Because your Soul Urge pushed you one way and not the other: you made a choice, yes, but your Soul Urge was exerting a powerful influence on you that you were perhaps only dimly aware of. Now you're going to begin learning how to amplify and harness that awareness, how to put it to work for your own good...and the good of others.
The Soul Urge is also known as the Heart's Desire because it describes what lies within your heart - your attitudes, ambitions, goals and desires. It describes what your true "heart's desire" is-and what truly makes you happy!
Your Soul Urge is calculated by adding the numbers that represent the vowels in your name. The name "Jill Saint James," for example, has a 7 Soul Urge (9 + 1 + 9 + 1 + 5 = 25 = 7). My Soul Urge emphasizes spirituality, analysis, quiet time and questioning!
Another very important factor you'll want to bear in mind is the Soul Urge Challenge. It represents obstacles that should be overcome so that you can get the best and the most out of your Soul Urge's direction. It is calculated by subtracting the first and last vowels of your name. My challenge is a 4 (9(I) - 5(E) = 4), which means that I have to work hard at being organized, practical, patient and methodical.
There's one more thing I'd like to tell you, remember that hiding your true feelings usually stems from fear of rejection. Think of how free and good you feel when you KNOW someone loves you unconditionally and that it's OK - not just OK, GREAT! - to be you. Well, you should NEVER deny your Soul Urge, your true feelings. They're your greatest gifts: they were given to you for a purpose.